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fear of God
01:58
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this song is an instrumental!
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2. |
WELCOME HOME
04:10
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please just shut up, i’m tired of your whining
i hate all of my friends
chew my flesh and spit me out
i no longer care
frame me for the crimes you commit
i won’t take your name in vain
woah!
i hate everyone who reads science fiction
woah!
i hate everyone who drinks black coffee
(put some sugar in there or something dude, who the fuck likes their coffeee black)
walk back home from the theatre is a long one
shoelaces left undone
(she misses class often)
buy my soda from the corner store
i like the owners there
(hit me, i wouldn’t care!)
bright blue skies but i’m bored
won't you eat up my time
(smoked salmon and freshly squeezed lime)
waste no more in the arcade
polybius is my dad
(polybius is my d-)
i don’t have the strength to keep going
everything just hurts so badly
i kissed God and i liked it
i kissed God and i liked it
i kissed God and i liked it
i kissed God and i think they liked it too
i kissed God and they liked it
i kissed God and they liked it
i kissed God and they liked it
i kissed God and i think that i liked it too
oh i kissed God and i
welcome to homegrown mess
welcome to my idol worship
welcome to the house of God
i’ll pray for you daily and cleanse you of your sins
i love you
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3. |
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my friends don’t really like me,
i don’t really like them
we just hang around
spend my days wasting time
on an album that no one will hear
i just bought an ipad to fill my head
before i go to bed because
i cannot live with my thoughts
i am going insane
i am going insane
i am insane
slow down, stop inventing all your problems
venting all your “problems” to me
make up, you forgot your foundation
your monthly fixation is lame
won’t you lock door behind you
everything reminds you of you of her
get help and get up off your high horse
you should try and cry more
i will drink the red out of your eyes
i will pretend i am dumb, i am ready to die
“kill me” i say as i lay on my back
in the back of your car
i bet you think that i’m dumb
grey skin, long hair, black eyes
boo! i scared you, didn’t i ?
burning down churches til’ i cannot think
biting your neck as i pray to my shrink
(shrink)
i cannot give you time to rethink
embarrass myself til my face turns to pink
i will jump and be on you before you blink
slow down, stop inventing all your problems
venting all your “problems” to me
make up, you forgot your foundation
your monthly fixation is lame
won’t you lock door behind you
everything reminds you of you of her
get help and get up off your high horse
you should try and cry more
i’m bad at staying inside
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4. |
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i’m not getting any younger
my head is filled with summer
and days that i regret
wedding bells for all my sisters
i hope they all are happy
and everything is okay for them
but i’m just wasting all my youth stuck in my bed
downloading personalities off the internet
wake up, way past afternoon,
miss another zoom call, 18 fucking years old
the lizard people run my world
they must cause : everything’s a mess
there’s no way i did that,
blame it on the flat earth
yeah “i just notice patterns
that others don't”
think about walt disney everytime i sleep
called in sick again
my body aches after last night
there’s aliens all around me
there’s aliens all around me
oh my God, again?
last time you said it was the last
there’s so much drama in this group
there’s so much drama in this group
i’m not getting any better
my head is full, bad weather
everyday i regret
i’m so very fucking lonely
my sisters on their own feet
and everything is okay for them
year 2000
i got kicked out of film club
i gave up on guitar
i walked through the halls
then it happened
those mass suicides in jonestown
how do you explain that?
how do you build the strength to end it all?
mkultra made me sad
mkultra made me want to die
mkultra made me queer
mkultra made me want to ball up and fall forever
mkultra got me fired
mkultra made me break my phone
mkultra changed my name
mkultra made me fall in love with the idea of you
mkultra
i give up i said i give up
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5. |
Ray Brower
03:20
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neopets and razr flip phones
jump on skype, can’t wait to get home
hot pink everything around me
long hair, scenecore, donnie darko
oh won't you join my band
we play “lofi” shit so we don’t take fire for
not knowing how to produce
anything at all, my music sucks :)
i’m not right at all
i’ve been waiting for something to come my-
dress in black every Goddamn weekend
i no longer think i can pretend
i hate my job, i hate my life!
i don’t think i want to try
to force myself out of my bed
i’d rather just fall apart
binge watch everything on loop
everything’s a mess with you
j peterson can suck my dick
cause everything he says is bullshit
the kids at the chess club they called me crazy
for moving my pieces in all the wrong spaces
guys, it’s called art
hey guys, it’s comedy
the boys from my film club they kicked me out
they said girls aren’t allowed
at least i’m real to them,
at least i’m real to them
i’m not right at all
(cinematic, isopropyl)
i’ve been waiting for something to come my-
(everything you say is hurtful)
dress in black for every Goddamn weekend
(hate my job, i hate my life)
and i no longer think i can pretend
(punk rock romantic for all of time)
i’m not right at all
i’ve been waiting for something to come my-
dress in black every Goddamn weekend
i no longer think i can pretend
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6. |
the Great Comet of 1744
10:31
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part 1 :
feel so silly when i cannot hold a job for 3 months
nobody ever wants to watch a movie anymore
raise my hands in surrender
i wanna get lost, i wanna never be found, i wanna disappear
spending college majoring in bullshit and wasting all my time online
oh my God it’s deafening to hear your voice all of the time
please just shut the door behind you, everything’s a mess when you speak
i don’t know what's wrong, if i did i’d probably fix it my-
viewing accounts that for my sake i blocked
i ran out the car and laid down in the parking lot
“i give up” i said, “i give up” i said
showed up the party early, made out in your closet
“i’m losing my strength,” she said “i’m losing my strength”
and i was losing mine, in fact the whole room was spinning
and my phone rang out for help, my phone was dying
every second spent with your father is a nightmare
pretending he does not care
crying in the backseat, describe it as amazing
my stomach keeps on turning
desecrate your local church it’s only the beginning
five minutes never ending
choking like its glue it tasted kind of bitter
clung to me like geum burs
(i don’t know what's wrong, if i did i’d probably fix it myself)
(forgive yourself)
part 2 :
God is kind to me cause i am kind to them
God is mean to me cause i am mean to them
my heart is full of love, my stomach : psilocybin
i made my way to heaven, it paved the way to heaven
i am in still in love- i cannot deny it
but i know it’s way too late for that
roman architecture, just skip another lecture
i hate myself when i look in the mirror
eat a tab a day just so i get through it
i’ve been giving up on all my dreams, oh shit
i hate when people tell me how to dress
i hate when people tell me to “get over it”
my friends all suck but i hate myself just as much
my friends are great but i still hate myself a lot
oh,
the ocean washed over your grave
i’d be your gay son’s favourite fucking popstar
if only i could get myself out of bed
i’d be the one that’s always fun at parties
if only i could get myself out of my bed
i’d be your local fucking emo cliché
oh wait i already am
i’d be the one you always fucking wanted
oh wait i thought i was
part 3 :
one evening in sorrento
the weather was torrential
i took a walk
fell flat on my face
the humming birds were laughing
under their trees
you were pretty like the leaves
you were pretty in ‘20
you were pretty like the sky
won't you leave me in ‘20
i was spinning like the earth
i could not forget
sing about it like its over
maybe then i’ll let go
maybe you’ve already moved
maybe you’re already gone
maybe everything was a dream
maybe i should move on
i’ll be your hometown shitty fucking memory
and you’ll mine
i bought that disk like you wanted
everything is haunted by you
survivor’s guilt in my membrane
everything is ending, oh god
lose my shit when i wake up
we didn’t even break up
we never even dated
broke my phone in a car crash
everything’s a flashback
i fucking hate it
y2k fucking cliché
stolen personality,
aim and hilary duff
voicemails, lip gloss, and kraft dinner
forever fucking winter,
117 blisters
i’d be your gay son’s favourite fucking popstar
i’d be the one that’s always fun at parties
i’d be your local fucking emo cliché
i’d be the one you always fucking wanted
(just put the knife down)
(let’s burn the fucking church)
(oh what a nightmare)
(let’s burn the fucking church)
(i’ll just take a bus)
(i’ll just watch it burn)
(and all the smoke inside)
(oh it hurts my eyes)
(and all the rain in the world)
(oh it couldn’t stop)
(everything from turning)
(to ash and dust)
God loves me because i love them
and God hates me because i hate them
the river is where i found her,
Connie, i’m sorry, i swear
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7. |
housewarming*
01:07
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and the inlays were growing dull on my guitar
i wanted an out, i wanted an out
the death of religion, and everything around it
a series of unfortunate events
followed by absence of people to talk to
i fell off that cliff, i burned down that church
got kicked out of film club, was lonely through high school
everything ends, i want to go back
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8. |
The death of religion,
08:31
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part 1 :
take those final steps
bittersweet cause i know that this chapter’s over
don’t trip over empty bottles of wasted youth
it’ll all be fine
so put your hand in mine,
and i’ll wrap my arm around your waist
i’ll hold tight as the walls cave in
your eyes look great tonight
sit around and gather dust
fell in love with an anarchist
stained glass windows,
take the bus home
celebrate with honesty
we’d skip stones you promised me
i broke my phone on purpose
spent new year’s feeling worthless
part 2 :
take your torches out
hang them for their sins
let the walls cave in
please set fire to the past
the death of religion and everything around it
Stella & her friends,
broke my fucking phone when i woke up
please set fire to the past
i can’t deal with this anymore
part 3 :
it hurts to see you falling in love with someone else
i almost convinced myself that i was over it, but i don’t think i ever was
but what do i know about falling in love? i’ve never known
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a boy meets his end at the end of the world
God struck him down, down
a comet drifting through time,
the death of prayer
explosions in the sky
an old record player
then there he was
his scales; a piercing white
big wings, long neck
and a fiery breath
he helped to forget my name,
my name
i don’t know my name,
i don’t know my name
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10. |
2007
03:06
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my body is a temple
built by myself for God
with ivory stairs and great big bells
with tourists taking pictures
God sits there and she lights up her bowl
the insisting cloud is her domain
and she does what she likes, whenever she can
but she'd rather stay sober the nights before work
cold as soldier, run like a human
pour one out and scream it in sync
where is your God now
where'd he run off to the coward he was
as his servants run out, their hands in the air
i take my aim and not one i shall spare
because God wields no mercy
at least not when she threatens to punish me
so just hide in your room and comfort your ma
because God takes no prisoners
if the winter is my enemy then why am i close friends with the snow
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