I don’t have flowers I’ve got frostbite and mixed emotions I’ve got that sweater on It’s getting cold, It’s getting cold Kick me in the shin and laugh I stop and kick snow back You’ve got that jacket on Froze up when you touched my hand Legs shaking in my boots at your front door That I bought on your credit card Home movies and long haired men I don’t understand them I sang about a car crash that year, Rear view mirrors never seem to crack Sail on fire in the emptiness Inertia never felt so real Do you feel anything knowing that I'm up in flames? I know it’s not your fault Can’t help but blame you either way And in a state I saw the whole world at my feet The colors in my mouth Started working their way out There was a song I knew the words for all along Blistered feet walk through the snow Chase your best friend let them go Believe me when winter owls came along I sang them all your favorite song They told me that the words were wrong But no worries they said you were on your way Broken bones no not today Then the owls had their way And I don’t think we’re gonna make it We’re not even really trying Friendship breaks and Centre Street Thrifting dates that’s artistry An asterisk* after your name My feet have trouble gripping sand Our tape like half-lives standing still Hugging fences in the dark An ego death you wish I had Called you later, did you die? Forgive me sister I have sinned Your art like patchwork on my skin Said it wouldn’t end like this, Forget my lines My tires slip in the snow She told me long ago That my eyes look tired I tried to fix them Caught in the barbed wire Set my fucking heart on fire I don’t know what makes me afraid of you I don’t want to love you I’d love to hate you And you're gone I just fuck strangers and get high, complain when I’m sober I don’t miss you Don’t you fucking think I do Can’t see through all the smoke I’m constantly blowing out my lungs